Accepting the Fact

It seems that the moment for the situation at home died down , I mean in a clicking of silence. Looking at the situation at home, with mom still on medication and Aaron under observation in the hospital, there is nothing that I can do but to pray about the situation. It may seem that prayers are unanswered and God is in a distance, never a second that I He has forgotten. I believe He is still working behind the scene and it is a matter of time that curtain will be revealed as to the outcome of the event. Mom will be healed and restored in joy , brother's health will regain in momentum for life. Till then, he will be able to finish his study. When time comes when he has gone through the bone marrow transplant ( not decided yet until a donor is found)and after 6 months or so of recovery, he will resume and finish his study for degree. I pray that a donor is found in time for him to be ready for his semester next year. I made a petition to God that if a donor is found soon, I am willing to give or surrender my time, in other words rather my life I pursued here to be back to KK to be with my family. At least, there will be company for my brother and my mother. I don't know whether this would sound like a foolish sacrificial but what more can I offer for my dear family. It seems so easy to made this petition or to sound it in words. No one knows when is the actual timing for it to happen, what if a search for a donor takes longer than expected, then the perpetual waiting torments the heart of the hopeful ones and further wearies the soul for restoration. Despite of that, I shall continue to pray and walk faithfully...