Saturday, February 20, 2010

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I always ask the reason of all this chapter of life.. I may not know the real reasons and I am sure God is revealing something or He is working on something especially my family. I see that He is trying to teach me to be remain and grow stronger by faith in Him. There are many things that I do not understand or trying to comprehend. I question Him a lot about what is happening around me.

I see patients suffering on the bed every day. As I walk by their beds to further end of the ICU ward, I see doctor and nurses attending to the half-conscious patients. It is a scary to see doc with needles, suction hose down into the throat, etc while patient struggling with the pain. Every three times I pass by I can get the picture of how each patient is progressing, either bad or good. I wonder what is the state of mind of these patients going through the sickness and pain. Here, how does one question about God and how does spiritual support help in changing situation of the patients. What does one encounter out of this struggle of life? In ICU, one can see how patient is hanging on and struggling to live. Yeah so many questions...that in the end only God knows the answer and ...how the story ends, one do not know.

In time like this, what are the options available for us to be utilized to change thing or make things better...or should I rephrase, what actions are we taking to see changes or improvements. What really drives us to see changes to be done? Hope. With all the opportunities before us, I am struggling and rather with inner confusion understanding the facts of life : to rely on medication or not (i find it a tool and not a cure), to find the best food and supplements (so many people suggesting to eat this or eat that and can't really tell if they salutary work ), humanity ( asking help from ppl around ...garnering blood packs), moral support from friends and relative ( to what point that moral support helps sustain patient's emotional level), financial support ( ensure a better treatment ) and others

......all these boils down to the statement ' life is fragile' .

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  1. Now Faith is being sure of what we hoped for. Being convinced of what we do not see. .. By faith we understand that the worlds were set in order at God's command, so that the visible has its origin in the invisible. - Hebrews 11:1-3

    Life is a fraction to us. But God sees it as a whole. We care about all the little things that we think will make us live well, to an extent that we tend to ignore that God is the source and purpose of all our actions. Foods are from God, Joy is from God, health is from God, and tears were given by him too. But rather than going to God for the solution, we chose only food, money and reality as the justice of life, which all belonged to him. perhaps what all he wanted, was just your reliance towards he himself again.

    Life to him will never be the same. The chapter beyond our life is being shown beforehand in this young man's life. God personally did something special for him and your family will be the one who's able to experience and appreciate God's Glory the most among the rest of us. Life is a tragedy when you look into the details, but a comedy if you read it long-shot.

    Do have faith in dear GOD and you will see the message for you.

    Now he who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will also supply and increase your store of seed and will enlarge the harvest of your righteousness. 2 Corinthians 9:10

    God alone is the source of your supply.

    Love.
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  2. Thanks for the encouraging words. :)

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